my nightmarish lifeT.T.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Lost and found(friends)

Today,
Luck:Okay(im clearing up stuff n im finding my dads thumbdriveT.T)
Studies:Clear up the rubbish
Family:Disgusting brothers(anyone has this experience?)
Friends:Friend or foe?Friend or....(no funny ideas=.=)**?
Love:A spark or not a spark,that is the question

Morning...I wanna sleep....shut-up alarmclock....*press the button*...
okay,this scenario had happen before but a little different...
it happened this morning but i had a stronger urge 2 curl up with my blanket n sleep...
but,i fought bck the urge with my ultra strong will!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(im not psycho okay....?)
woke up,shower,dress up....well,all those morning stuff u will do...
now,@ breakfast...my bro(who has brought shame in my heart...)
he had this minute piece of bread in his mouth n for some unknown reasons....
he spat dat minute piece of bread on the table cloth dat my family used 2 wipe the table...
disgusted?mayb not...but there might be something dat will just disgust u further....
after eating n me staring @ him n the cloth(he didnt get d hint dat i was disgusted)...
he took the cloth,with the saliva/germ filled piece of bread directly on the cloth,
he placed his hand directly on the cloth,touching the yuckie piece of bread n wiped the table...
i can guess he didnt really feel dat a germ/saliva filled,minute piece of bread was touching him
forget it...
anyway,at the end of the day,i found out some stuff...
some where....over the rainbow...not....im nt singing dat.
somewhere in my pretty circle of best-frenz,i had a black sheep there.1 dat wasnt my best fren...
n everytime she left me,i always thought she will come back with my whole circle or best-frenz^^
not...she did come bck but in a huge change.nt her appearance but her personality.
i will name u the bad qualities or her now.Tel mi whether i should consider her as a fren or not.
1.Calls me names
2.Teases me(horribly,nt ur kind of friendly teasing)
3.Cold n im-nt-a-fren-of-urs stare
4.Ignore me
5.Betrayer
6.Hardly talks 2 mi anymore
okay,i noe im selfish to just name her bad qualities n i cant really find much of her good qualities.
but look!!!about 90% of her qualities r part of a bully's...
well...i dun wanna mix those kind of ppl dat bullies mi 2 be in my circle of frenz but...
the frenship of 6 years still ties me back 2 her...
tell mi ur opinions through my c-box...
im sry dat i dun wanna type anymore...coz i needa shower^^
im will continue this @...lost n found part 2

i've made a creepy nightmare.

11:59 PM